In the not-so-distant mist of Valentine’s Day, let’s get into dating. I haven’t had that much experience with dating (only 4 dates to count) so the topic is both exciting and frightening at the same time.

As of now, my entire life is made up of fear. I can say that with 100% certainty and to some extent that is comforting. At least I can say that I know where my starting point is and that is my friend, fear.

I’m too scared to choose what’s next for me, professionally that is.

Let’s put it plainly. I’m 29, gay, unemployed, never been in a relationship, still live in my hometown with my parents, no tangible career aspirations with anxiety and depression. Someone tell me what is my life…